So,

 I’m at this point right now. 

When you’re so into someone for so long, like three years lets say. And you have been through so much with them and you love them and they love you back. You’ve skyped with them for hours and hours and you’ve had fights and it’s basically been like a normal relationship. But then eventually, you start to grow apart, and one person ignores the other and one person kind of mourns the loss of a great friend and you cry and get angry thinking about it but then eventually learn to move on and just look back fondly on the times when you were so close and told each other everything. Then that person comes back into your life they try to make everything better but it’s never the same. It’s like it didn’t matter to them and it’s like they made a decision to move on regardless of your feelings. You never feel like that person actually cares about you anymore. Soon enough it becomes a situation where you both kind of mutually ignore each other because you’ve had enough of the empty compliments, and forced “I love you”s, and awkward conversations but you still have that kind of comfort that you aren’t hurting each other and still have some sort of amiable relationship. Then you see this person on facebook talking to someone with pet names like they used to talk to you and acting the same, but just a little differently. But instead of being jealous and furious and upset you’re kind of happy for them and hope that they are happy because you really loved them at one time and you wouldn’t want them to be miserable because really you still kind of love them and always will. 

It’s really actually quite sad that relationships and friendships don’t last as long as you think they will.